So, this month has been dedicated to that voice in our head saying I can't. Even though I have a general thought for each week, God usually points out what He wants me to write about. This week was no exception. We learned at the end of last week that one of the girls I work with was starting through a huge storm. Her 12-year-old daughter just found out she has cancer. Thanks to the Internet, and her caring bridge site, we are able to keep up with what is going on and I believe, though, I'm sure it doesn't seem like it to their family, the doctors are moving quickly. It still doesn't cover the fact; this is their child.......and she has cancer.... I have to tell you, my absolute, without a shadow of a doubt, biggest fear is losing my son. It was seriously what I was afraid would happen while he was still growing up. A big reason I was afraid was it seemed to be the one thing I couldn't turn totally over to God. I always assumed anything else God would throw my w...